Not so free in rains

Wild and free I feel today. It is raining and Jehovah
is giving a cool day to enjoy.

So much has been missed. All seems as hit and run.

Honestly my dear friend I feel lost right now, not
really free. All I am hoping for is a prayer.

Today my eyes join the outdoors. Rain tumbling down
my face. I didn't expect to feel so sad.

Oh Jehovah help me. Give me something to smile
about.

A day that become one for me. A moment in time
where complete calm soak deep into spirit. For right
now all I am is rattled nerves.

I cannot accept sleeping the day away. Even though
it has been a thought since 4am. Still the mind, the
soul allows for a few cat naps. Hope hope for some
one thing that brings joy back.

Last night I searched and searched. Perhaps I was
looking for wrong thing. Not finding perhaps another
day will bring.

Alone in soul but surrounded by millions. One lifting.
One guiding. One helping.

All I ask of you dear friend is a prayer and thought of
me.

Sitting now in car, no music just the humming of
engine and clatter of sporadic rain drops. Ah just
move, Mary, just keep going.

Send a hello on the wind and hope to be heard, some
where by someone, anyone. A prayer to uplift once
more.