Care. Love

Words that create thoughts. Wonders why, how I am
here and so many others, are lost? Why Jehovah does
the heart break for those who are lost? Why do I weep
as my eyes close for them?

Oh how can I help them? How can I do anything but
hope and pray they are doing alright. Why do I love
them so much? I almost cannot stand the need to
love people in their worst and yet I do.

So why do I stand solo waiting for love in return? Dare
I even bother to ask? Oh no. Only Jehovah sees the
needs I have. Jehovah sees to me. So why am I
grasping at thin air? Why does their love mean so
much to me? Why are the words so important to shout
out?

Oh it matters not. A time to sigh. A wandering memory
greets me. Oh I close my eyes and laugh as though the
cynic in me is in control. Why bother loving those who
dispise me, those who make my anger boil? Why do I
love them even now?

So tell me dear friend in your "honesty" why do I
bother loving you? Ah yes Jehovah asks me to. So the
words scream down into my spirit that love conquers
all. Still I have read about it, yet never experienced it
to the fullest.

Bother me. Here I toss a gemstone down your path.
Cater to a whim and create a charm for another. One
stone at a time the mortar is firmly placed. This is how
love grows, yes?

I hope one day that you dear friend see, dream all
that is possible and still love yourself for all that
change has given you. All that Jehovah pushes your
way.

This is why I love you still. This is how I can make
amends. Love is key. Do you agree?