In silence Jehovah read me

       Silent times erase the darkness deep within me.
Every day things become slower. Easing out of old
and branding the new with a name. Time according to
Jehovah. Scorched inside mind of how much of a
difference I have made. Yet so much further I must
travel still.

     Oh so grateful I am not exhausted of this travel.
I hope I don't ever but if I do I shall rest according to
Jehovah's will.

      Almost a giddy child in moments such as these. I
hope that it isn't wrong to feel nor be this zealous
child. To be so overwhelmingly vibrant throughout
soul all the way deep into spirit.

       Still I need a moment to just breathe. To inhale
all that is now to come. To finally be able to say I am
improving greatly and that progress has been noticed.
Oh Jehovah just keep helping me, keep showing me
the correct ways.

       My family. I hope with all that is moving, you still
find places, roles to teach me more of Jehovah, more
of what is expected of me. So when I least expect it a
surprise of Scriptures greet me.

        Ah I realize when a battle comes for me, NOW, I
know where I must turn first. To Jehovah, God. His
guidance will be my leader and his strength my rock.

        How could I not have seen that in the beginning?
Maybe because I was not open nor truthful. Now I
am. Who knew that but Jehovah.