To put ever so light a weightly subject to Jehovah

Slow moving emotions. So obvious to those who
truly know me, have come to understand me, that
something weighs heavy on my shoulders.

I give a shout out to Jehovah because he knows how
to straighten and pull his daughter, me, back up.

Patiently I wait for his command. Not humans. I sit
quietly biding my time because if I had been foolish
enough to open my mouth on what was edging
around me, I am certain no peace would be found.

An uproar of unity. Divided so callously down the
road. A deep wound festering in putrid air. Oh
Jehovah how you ask me to stay silent to all that is
being observed, is truly painful. Yet I do as you say.

I listen. I have come to know my silence is a protection.
My only question is: what of the one being attacked,
bullied but not here to defend themselves? How is
it right for me to remain calm and listening to those
persecuting person in absence? How Jehovah, does
taking a blind eye help this situation? Does that not
go against your teachings?

Oh Jehovah all I hope is that you help all those who
are being imperfect humans. Still thinking they are
organized whereas their actions prove otherwise.
Their voices raised in bragging rights, pridefully
boasting and being biased in their definitions.

Oh Jehovah I hope you help them see that you asked
me to be silent. That my progress with you will not
stop until you take last breath from my lungs. I truly
hope their eyes be unveiled by you. I also pray for
their insecurities and injustices that they invoke,
perhaps, unknowingly. I hope that they draw closure
and observe that pride in any form is damaging.
For anyone not observing and applying they certainly
are showing themselves fully emmersed in this
pride.

Oh Jehovah, you and I have been discussing this
trial for several months and I know you will help direct
this child of yours. Help me steer clear of the hateful,
sticky falsehood of many who claim they know best.

Jehovah once again I am grateful to your listening
ears, your complete guidance. I do not understand
nor will I try to comprehend how, why you still have
me near to you. All I can do is hope that I continue
to stay within your grasps. In hopes of whatever
presents itself: beautifully disguised or ugly truths you
still provide me with my spiritual food. That no matter
how strong times draw tighter and tighter, suffocating
me, you give me that one more breath of fresh air. The
hope of light in the darkness.

Oh now a moment of sighs. Grateful to have spoken
to our Father, Jehovah. The weight no longer squeezing
every inch of life out of me.

Still I do hope you defend those who need your voice
when being attacked greatly.

I pray for those who believe they are pressing all
goodness but are displaying their worldly pride. I pray
for those who I may never see eye to eye with.
Praying to continue to help me realize this truly is a
wicked system and many do not even see their
weaknesses drawn taunt for Satan to grasp.

Oh Jehovah I hope one day they come to realize I hold
fast to you because of the choices you help me make,
those choices that place me steady at your table.

Ah how soothed I am giving all that has cornered me
into the pit with vipers and still I am alive, here,
learning of you and your son, Jesus Christ.

Oh Jehovah such grand news. A hope I cling to for
one day I too will be able to give my testimony.

Until then a silent calm waves over this soul. Attending
the mind of ways to avoid those who seek out boasting.
Ah how I sit and observe, through patience and
compassion, as they learn a lesson or two from your
teachings.

A reminder I must be constant with is I know no one,
nothing will separate you, Jehovah from me. Nothing,
absolutely no one is worth that.

So friends, family please understand in as much as
your mind's capablity that I will not be swayed from
Jehovah's table for anyone. I only know of one that
doesn't lie :Jehovah.

Most others will and do to save themselves. Proof is
there. Observe. Jehovah sees, knows. His will, will be
known.

Ah I have said enough and still so elusive. Forgive
me that I present the sketchy details. To put plainly
on paper is to accuse and judge. In that I will not
fall to because I am not allowed such a title.

So pray with me for those lost, those guided and
misguided, for those choosing sides when unity and
peace should be surrounded and yes pray for those
who are vindictive and sly.

To all those who are confident and self proclaiming,
bragging and boasting, prideful - I hope you take a
deep look at yourself first before making accusations
because you too are in need of help. Resort back
to the Bible and scriptures and sincerely apply what
is being taught about humility because not only I was
involved in conversation. You are not above that lesson
yet and nor will you ever be.

Until then I only do the orderly fashion that Jehovah
guides me to do.

Silence truly is golden.

Never forget to love all and have faith in Jehovah,
God and his son, Jesus Christ for they are there for us
all.

Ah here I sit, thanking Jehovah for this gift. A voice
observed in silence.

My friend, oh dear one pray with me, please. Give one
more thought of me. Whisper on the midnight air. Hold
tight to the common thread that keeps us together,
Jehovah.

Love is there for all I see, even those being severely
hateful. My friend do you too feel the injustice?

Pray with me to Jehovah. He listens to everything -
your thoughts, your voice, your heart. He feels. He
feeds you. Love Jehovah first and all else will come.

This I must remind myself. Love is what presses others
to continue in a world of injustice, hate and negativity.
So I will continue too.

How about you?