Creativity passed bedtime

       Still I sit here in a whirlwind of creativity. I know
I should be sleeping but to just get up and walk away
when so much is taunting me to finish.

      Then so many pieces still need one thing. A
special piece that screams complete. Ugh four
projects unfinished until next Thursday or Friday. Bah
don't like when I have to wait for funds to complete
a piece. The generosity of Mary. Ah "donation" no
payments.

      Almost a sickening thing when I do that but it
keeps me humble. The joys of a surprised face,
perhaps or just a deep rooted excitement that
overcomes me in moments of giving.

      So thankful that some give back. Also grateful to
those who keep leaving little gifts for me to find. Very
much thankful to Jehovah for keeping me humble
and giving me kindness within spirit.

       Breathing slowly in hopes that I eventually
simmer down so sleep can take over. I really pray for
my morning walk even if it is ten minutes in rain. Just
something to keep me peaceful at work. Making a
smile less of a hard task and more of a automatic
hello to all that comes my way. Hmm.

      One by one the sounds in the house become
silenced. Soon all will be emptied out of mind and
my eyes will close for a few hours. Hmm. To dream.

      Nodding at how good that sounds. One by one
I turn down, off the lights in room. Find my warm
spot on the bed. Curl up way beneath the covers of
silken wedgwood. Say a prayer to Jehovah in hopes
of my stresses, concerns and goals become
managable.

      The closing of the blue gray eyes still is hard.
Dear friend hope that I get more than four hours of
sleep. Oh how I dream, hope and love. Ah in such
unique ways.

      So once more I say the annoying echo of good
night in hopes that this is the final time I say it to you.

      So good night, again. Dear friend of mine. I dream.
The hopes that bring me the most joy. Hmm.

       Sleep sleep sleep. Press me to the pillow and
hope I fall now, into slumber. Yawns. Yes here it
comes. Now onto dreams, memories I hold dear.
Nodding once more. Hmm squeezing tiny waist with
arms. Yes I thank you for the thought and hugs.

       Good night dear friend. Good night dear family.