A deepset concern of a friend

      Dear friend I wanted to express a deep seated
concern with you. Oh how missed you have been
and yet I do not know your circumstance but I have
been praying dilligently for the answer and what is
explained is that I am just a worry wart of sorts.

      So I pray that Jehovah takes over all that is set
deep within me, for me not to be worried nor
concerned over you wellfare. Well that is too overly
concerned. Bah at times I find myself tweeked in
places that should be well and good, left alone. Still
that is me.

    Ah my dear friend, on a grander scale of happiness,
I wanted to show you some gratitude that sent me
off on a whirlwind of creativity. So joyful that one
little thought, whim brought me to create so much.

    Now off to a curiosity point, how do you use your
talent?

    Yes I am curious. Ah what an inquisitive mind I
have. In such case I must thank Jehovah for that.

    Such a quirky smirk pressing across my freckled,
pale face. The almond shaped brilliant blue eyes
sparkle with joy. Ah such grandness of a memory
you gave. I give thanks for that one moment in time.
Not one that needs to be placed into a file. One
day where uplifting was a necessity.

    Tiny bits of compassion given when complete
madness surrounded me. Ah yes the perhaps of
those gone. A calmness given. To even this day, right
this very minute, give thanks for the one moment
I needed a voice it was given, in most unusual way.

    Time passes as sighs are released. A trembling
hand expresses words drifting over mind to a bleached
piece of parchment. Yes all started out as a need
to express how concerned I was over noting the
absence in arena, still all that arrive are memories
that prove to me that there should be no need
for questions. Only belief of what is truth. I need not
to weigh what may be uncertainties within you
because I can not help you decide.

    Did you know it took two weeks with extensive
prayer to make myself realize how much I let myself
become extremely moody and not friendly at all? To
believe that it was all for naught. How could I do that
to myself, my relationship with Jehovah? Ah how
tricky Satan is. Knowing where the weaknesses are
of humans and twisting them for his on usage.

      Struggle, I did, with myself for choosing a human
over Jehovah. Must always chide myself in
remembering humans are imperfect. Our faults harm
us everyday if we let them.

      So my dear friend, in my sheer concern of you I
overlooked myself. I pray that I don't do that again.
So please grace the eyes with an appearance and
a corny smile. For I know I will give one in return, only
when one is seen.

     Once more I pray for your hopes, your dreams,
your goals to be attained. In correspondence to my
prayer I hope you give likewise to me.

     So now I enjoy the memories as the evening comes
to a close. My dear friend, please, do take care and
realize that I do care, love and hope for your
wellbeing.

    Good night. Until the morrow be safe, find sleep
peacefully and dream big.