Simple, honesty is best, yes?

    Simply put are the words that travel deep, hard
and fast across my mind. Single instances that create
a marvel of surprises. Constantly I burst from soul,
to spirit of the immense need to express myself.

    One way to give thanks to the one who proved to
me that all would be okay if I showed my emotions.
At first I guarantee that scared me. Now I am grateful,
in most moments of this knowledge.

     Such grandness is the need of giving such a
simple gift. Of what you may ask. Still even I don't
know nor do I lean upon my own understanding in
trying to comprehend.

    Ah the words stumble. My feelings peeked. Grr
I growl in hoping that soon the irritation ends.

     So mighty words form and emotions catch wind.
To empty into a wordy sentence perhaps. Or trade
a moment of quiet time to erase all that is pouring
down like lava inside me.

    Hmm. Coolness hits the soul. Hands, wrists relax.
Insides echo the calming necessary.

    Opening the sighs with a bit of relief. Holding
tightly upon the grand scale of opportunities arising.
One by one the treasures unfold before me and
the eyes, the spirit rejoices in revealing to any and
all who read.

    A step back to watch, to absorb whether there is
love or sorrow. Still I must learn from whatever the
outcome, yes? Still the mind is unhinged to all
aspects of possibilities that lay awaiting. So the
question is: am I willing to allow anyone else the
chance to learn about me?

   Yes of course screams in my head. Still I use the
caution I have attained to screen the next ones who
entertain the idea of friendship.

   So to all that are already close, know I draw you
closer still. To all of those who are trying to gain
approval of becoming acquainted with me, please
I ask for the patience. I have found tricks people
play for a lead role in my life, often are such
disasters needing to be unleashed. So I tend to be
weary of the sugar coated formalities of people.

   What works? Honesty. Straightforward, blunt and
to the point. I don't grasp the hidden words when
they are spoken.

    My dearest friends can attest to this. I love them
all to my last breath and hold them ever closer.

    So my dear friend, can you see why you never
lost my trust? So rare are those who open up. Even
more precious are those who want to keep a
friendship moving forward. Ones I cherish are the
funny, uplifting, sincere, quirky, honest people I
have meet throughout my life. Yes you are indeed
one of them.

    Aww so now you have seen that sentimental female.
Enjoying the squishy moment please for oh about
three seconds. Now off to bed you go. Rest well.
Think, dream hard of me. Seek my smile upon a
memory. Now breathe.

    I stand here smirking and saying hi across the
darkened sky.