Silence in noises

    Oh finding hours of contentment seated in a coffee
house. No one looking, no one asking. Just asborbing
the noises yet silence. Oh yes I saw, I heard.

     Dearest friend I am sorry I did not wave, that I did
not say a word. I think anger and irrationality would
have spoken. As they did with the wheels of my car.
I did not mean to look away but for you to see redness
where joy usually is, still confuses me.

     Tears, yes I know make me stronger. I also
understand that expression of self, emotions are okay.
Still the rollercoaster I am riding is not friendly. My
actions probably would have reacted out of need
of a hug. Daresay I would be wrong in reaching for one.

     So storming away into the sunlight was an easy
escape to the mess colliding inside my home.

    Ever say I want another chance for the smile,
would you give it to me today? Would you open your
mind just for a moment to allow me a smile? Ah
I laugh how I wanted so badly to return your quirky
smile with one. Still another day to bring into view.

    One breath is gained and one mountain has
been overtaken. Breathe with me as I start my car.
Heading back home. Trying to stay as calm and
kind to the trying to break my spirit.

     Dear friend would you break out in time to give me
one lasting comfort of a smile before the night
falls over the day? Would you, just for me?

     Say yes.