A wonder

     I wonder if I reached out to actually shake hand
or give huge hug what would happen. Oh la. It
matters not. Only a hope that yes I may make very
soon.

    Oh how I want to ask. My conscience is saying all
is good in inquiring yet as to a response is up to
person.

    How simple that sound so much is complicated.
So now to release this warming of my core I am going
to nap. To dream. To talk. To hold. Yes hold.

    One by one the breaths become further and
further apart. Easing soul and mind into a calming
point. Dear friend did you hear my whispers
echoing in the warming dayside?

    Oh how a thought makes my eyes smile, makes
my spirit rise higher. Do you want to know that
thought? Ask Jehovah.

   Stationary I seem in this very instant. Holding my
breath because I am hoping ever strong. Do you
hope too? Do you dream too?

   Ah forgive me of my ramblings. Lean in to wonder
of my person. I hope big for some compassion. I
strive hard to weigh patience. I love with all my
being and fastly improving my spirit. So long that I
have waited, so much more time I must give. Ah
and how dearly I hold all I care for close to me.
Even those who think I am cold. I still love you. I still
give.

   So Jehovah I ask, is anyone giving in return?

   Ah perhaps this is the right time to end. Saying
all that needed to be displayed for now. The hope
of wonders. The hope of a yes. Only now I crave for
an answer. Soon, yes?