Learning of silence

    Waking up to three nightmares in a row. Ah my
silent prayers to Jehovah. Over and over I ask for
help.

    And does he hear? Every time.

   Now waiting for time to pass. I sit here absorbing
the words in the Bible. Time I need to heal. So
disturbed by the fake generosity of those who say
they love. Ah how I know we all are imperfect still I
try to understand. So instead of trying to figure it
out I lean more and more upon Jehovah.

   La the angry me yesterday would ask who needs
humans when there is Jehovah. Now with calmness
I have come to understand we all need each other.

   So today is a day of silence. Absorbing all that time,
Jehovah is making me understand. One by one the
levels of betrayal subside and I can proceed to being
less complex and perplexed over others actions.

   Still I keep on praying to hold my tongue my
tempermental moments. Ah something Jehovah and I
work on every second of the day. So if friends,
family you see me quiet you will know I am abtaining
the skill of holding my tongue and an ever growing
patience.

   My dear friend. I hope this day is good for you.
A hug to you and all your loved one. Take care and
be happy and joyful.