Smile loudly for me

  Bowing down to give everything to
those who take and take. One day, I
hope, a thank you will vibrate strongly
across their lips. For now I continue to do
all I can to help.

  Wonder if I lost sleep over them. Not
really. Gave up on searching for a reason
as to why their actions were such. Not
trying to lean upon my own understanding.
Just planting my kindness, my love for all.

   Distance I travel to make all happy. My
soul tossed and tossed but conscience knows
to press on, continue. Pursue to end of
system when Jehovah stops me, I will
understand.

       Oh how?

    No longer do I sit and think constantly
of "what ifs" and "should haves" because
hindsight is overrated. Lesson learned.

    Close my eyes and hope for all to have
a sense of completion.

    Now I see.

    Forward marching and listening. Caring,
loving all as much as I hurt. Still give my
all for, perhaps, their happiness.

   Are you really happy? Smile loudly.