Happiness I found

  Did you hear? Freedom. Happy
rainbows as little children dance around
blowing bubbles.

   Carefully I step out. No longer
afraid. Still very alert, cautious.
I know inside, so hard to trust
anyone.

  Always been told, once shown
weakness there is always an evil
out to listen and take advantage
of such state.

  I close my eyes, say a prayer
to Jehovah for safe keeping, strength
and courage and then close in Jesus'
name so that my guide, shield
may be given.

  Oh how I am uncomfortable yet
not scared. Not worried nor
being attacked.

  Thankful for at last stepping
free, clear of all they knew me.
Once a tall tale that storytellers,
liars made up.

   No the flesh exists, the spirit
is earning, achieving all that Jehovah
instructs. Applying all that is
necessary to stay happy,
stay welcomed into his arms.

   Forward I walk in such gratitude
to those all that made family
for me when I had none. Constantly
lifting, proving Scripture by Scripture,
listening eyes, minds and pushing
me to see that Jehovah's will,
promises are truthful and is the
Truth.

  How else would I be able to
understand but with Jehovah's love
filling and overflowing throughout
my soul.

  Some one asked me if, what did
I fear? I said there is no man
made thing I fear. I certainly do not
fear death for that is a part of my
sin. I fear Jehovah because he gave me
breath today and in this very second he
can take it away. Why not fear only
Jehovah, God?

    So happy I am for I know I require,
need spiritual food. Matthew 5:4 (NWT)
So if you too want to know of the happiness
I saught out read Matthew 5:1-11 (NWT)

   Free of one man and found
Truth, hope, faith and happiness.

      Greatest joy, love and grand
                   kindness.

      To this I am home.