Huge sighs

  Cries. Howling at the wrongs.
Whirling the lies deep. Paging all the
hurt to cease.

  My mind ravaged over the time
lost. How much I wasted for a chance.
How I realize "chances" are mistakes,
a preview of an upsetting tear.

  Oh walking away. Dying as my heart
may scream but truth quakes as the
pain ends, as the words cut in throats.

  Suffer as much as is bearable.
Hope for a moment of freedom, to
see rainbows after an angry storm.

  My eyes rain down the dark currents.
Wedged inside are breaking, gasps
of air. Deep breaths that ache
throughout my lungs, my dry throat.

  Hope, in a prayer, that sounds of
time stop echoing, that the wind sings
me a soft lullaby so my eyes can drift
to peace. My soul calm.

  Oh how huge sighs ripple inside as
I walk into a room with sisterly love.

  A smile in a moment of battle.
Dreamy gaze focused on only Jehovah.