My detour, momentarily

Several researching pages into reading alongside my Watchtower I stop briefly to open the door once more.

The clarity I find as the cold wind hits my face again. Just reminding myself to keep going.

Ah I look out as tops of cars are glazed with hints of frost and see that the frost on the ground has melted. Such a beautiful sight.

Just to take a break and realize that yes I have knots in my stomach and throat but I am going to be okay. Sure I may slip a few tears but they are of relief.

Inhaling the sharp, autumn air I say "brr". Quickly closing the door and bundling back under a warm blanket.

I do so love autumn. I love even the sighs that fall from my lips. Only to know the peace that is flowing inside of me, soars.

That is what I have been waiting for, searching and Jehovah knew, gave.

So blessed I feel today. Hoping that light shines bright in sky blue eyes not stormy ones.  Looking forward to the rest of my Watchtower. 

Even though I may not make a comment at least I am there for food and association. Growing. That is the importance, yes?

Yes I got lost but now I am relearning. It's a process that will take a while and if anyone is out there reading, hang on. Press me with amazing scriptural passages to keep focused.

Not wanting myself to drift from Jehovah's feast. So yes a long inhale and soothing exhale.

Making a dark roast coffee and settling back down to the Watchtower. Looking even more exuberant of the fact this is the best part of Circuit overseer visit. 2 talks that help build and strengthen my faith. Making me see nothing, no one is worth leaving Jehovah's table.

Thank you Jehovah for answering my prayer.