Gift has already been given

                        A gift of radiance. The gift of family.
The gift of clarification. Shhh if you were listening
in the beginning you would have understood all I
want has been given.

                          Small glides of giddiness as the
confidence in Jehovah soared. The softest of steps
I took only enhanced the shine. That I have to
thank Jehovah for.

                         Silently I observed the motions,
enjoyed the laughter and held my heart, my
spirit full of joy.

                       Kindness of a thought our Father,
Jehovah gave upon us. Gentle are the loving kisses.
Entering the warmth of amazement.

                      Here I stand kind of in a solitary moment.
Wanting so much to be joyful and share in all the
happiness. Still the tears fall. Jehovah feels my
pulls of love, the gratitude and the slight sorrow.

                    One day someone will hear my voice and
be just as excited as I am. Until then I contain it
inside. Holding strongly to a smile.

                    Oh I drift to sleep for the ache I feel
is best left alone in my drowning of tears.

                     So I say my silent good nights to those
who Jehovah gives me as family. For me to gain hopes
inside one odd wheel.