Fine, just F.I.N.E.

           So fine is the day and yet so odd I feel. A
warming sadness echoes inside me. Lighter than
air emotions just press me for a need of something,
yet what?

           So determined to enjoy this day but all I want
is a voice to engulf me. Just the enjoyment of not
solitude.

           Oh here I stand outside in hope that something
breaks down the ick as the day brightens. Alas the
want, the need. Yet I ache because their is naught I
can do with it.

         So the sighs vibrate and the words choke. The
tears cling to the corner of my eyes. Not wanting to
echo the disappearing emotion I just sit, closing my
eyes to a prayer.

         Opening for a moment of joy to bounce back the
spirit. Still how can I? Oh hoping. Needing.

        Shh listen to the hopes as I gain more lighter
beginnings. So careful I was about the emotions. The
silence I echoes. The vibrations of the breeze just pull
me. Begging me to unwind and still I am so tight.

      The words just fall upon my mind. So distant
I become. The goodness I did still seems not enough.
So how do I fight for my breath? How can I shine
when the soul is dragging?

       Shh as the right words fall into my memories.
Opening the time to caress the daylight. So clear is
the demand I declare yet who is listening?

       The leaves fall all around me. Sending tickles
inside a dream. I know it must be a dream because my
eyes are closed. Oh how I just twirl. Pretending to
be dancing. Hoping there is someone watching,
wanting to join in.

      The light play across the sidewalk as I open my
eyes. My blues storm across to the silvery charcoal.
Deepening the reasons to scream, yet I am silent.

     Staying motionless until something draws at me.
Demanding me to be alert of the world. Something,
someone to cause a crashing waves of laughter,
in the lightest of smiles.

     Dare you step outside to help bring a laugh to
uplift? Dare, I do, to you.