Unwinding

                Still now the unwinding of levels of truth
just exploding inside my mind I allow just a tiny release
of a giddy sigh.

                 So much is explored and left open for anyone
to try to see who I am, how I became who I am. Still
there are plenty of unopened questions. I am allowing
them to stay there, if anyone wants to pick up the pieces
and ask.

                Though the question remains does anyone
want to really know. Yes I do hope somewhere, someone
want to but may not know how to, or feels too awkward
in asking.

                As I lay here leaving so many suggestions,
pleas to be answered I just pray the knocking of words
will be there when I awake.

               Oh here I prepare for the yawns. Solid are
the weights that I carry. Would anyone dare try to
help without asking for anything in return?

               One can hope. As I do. Inside my dreams I
hold onto possibilities. Forever hoping that the
assuptions of giggles are absolute.

             Still though, now, my eyes are blinking back.
Striving to keep awake but the tears, the weariness and
the strengthening of barriers has brought exhaustion.

           So clear I am. Dare anyone understand the peeled
back layers? Hmm wait I will as Jehovah has asked me
to.

            Patient as I watch. Now sleep as I dream of an
answer. Knowledge is powerful so much more though are
prayers.

             Kissing goodnight the air for friends. Indeed
an opportunity may arise and answers may just be around
the corner. So grateful to one kindness, a generous hug.

           So good night my dear friend. Sleep well.