Shaken joy inside a soul

            The progress of growth is there. The love is
shown so why does the world still hate? Oh the want to
stay outside for just a while longer.

           A hope of endless streams of crying to finally
cease and the night air to bring joy bounding back
inside my spirit.

          Ah a single sister with millions as family why
though does it feel so lonesome? Ah I know I am not
alone but the happiness seems to be hiding under
a cloud.

            Still I press on. Bringing no pieces of emptiness
upon any one person. Stationary I claim to stand, but
held by Jehovah I am.

           Oh closely I guard myself. Daring to be the
carefree child I only dreamed about. Oh here I recall
a dream of hope.

         Now praying. I cling upon Jehovah with this
solitary hope. The entertainment of trials that edge
me into a tight spot. Still I am clearing the path and
gaining grounds in the most unlikely areas.

         Indeed there is a spark of joy dancing inside me.
The eyes of dark stormy nights evaporate into crystal
clear waters. Holding onto that dream. None of it makes
sense right now but one day Jehovah will give another
clue.

       Until then I just keep striving to be all that my
Father, Jehovah asks me to be. Understanding that leaning
upon him is the only solution. Some day, soon I hope,
the clarity will unwind and the laughter will echo.

      For now I have to accept what is given, what is
available. So here I gather the notes of spiritual
food and hope that after a hard rest the mind will
be eased of any caution inside an idea.

      Now I exhale. Praying to Jehovah to get me from
car to apartment without tears raging inside almonds.
One can only hope in the positive glints of joy, right?

      So smile with me if you want. Embrace your
loved ones and show the depth of affection. Tender
are the levels of mercy, kindness and patience. Ah
which shall be exercised first?

        Enjoy the moments. Remember a kind warmth
and share one day with family you hold, treasure
dearly.

        To you I hope the echoes cease and the water
calms. I hope the cooling wind soothes and the
aromas soak inside. I pray that a sight of
well-being is for your joy and the levels of anxiety or
stress melt away.

      For me I only hope for peace and a soothing
lullaby to call me to dreamland. The end of the
evening and kindness of words. My mind only can
hope for a little while, yes?

        So dance. Be loved. Carry far the hopes and
dreams stored inside your spirit, your mind. Then smile
for I did pray that a small gift of kindness
shook your soul.