Instructions to motivate

        No worries as life gives you trials, lemons. I
understand the layers that can be pulled. The question
that weighs on a person until sickness becomes evidence.
Yes I have been there. Still I push myself to levels,
persevering above and beyond.

       But why? I have yet to understand the reasons. I
only do as Jehovah wants me to. Only one I answer
to. Only one I need to lean upon because, just so, I
may never know why I endure.

        Still, yes, I have my emotional moments where
not even talking to people nor art uplifts me. Did you
know, would you have guessed that sometimes curling
inside a ball and just crying myself to sleep, rejuvenates
me?

        Ah the greatest pressures that some cringe over, I
gain strength, experiences for. The levels, the various
layers of what defines me will one day explain to all
who want to inquire.

        Until then I just keep moving. Yes sometimes I
stumble, fall but I wipe that dust from my soul and my
spirit leaps, bounds into the next parts of joy.

         Would you have been intrigued to know that I pick,
dissect every negative point in life, trying to find
that one fine point of joy hidden? That is a gift Jehovah
has given me.

          So drawn into a woven ball of "ick" we sometimes are.
Still I see the hope inside the "ick".

         Alas you say a bug of stitches quaked inside your
stomach. Ah I see it as nerves of questions and a grand
release to a "cruddy" day. Ah, yes, though the question
remains if you are going to allow the "bug" run or ruin
a day for you.

        Hmm. Perchance I am a bit demanding in my
inquiries but I only hope that the best is drawn into your
day. That may show I am mean or exuberantly overzealous
of me but, eh, what kind of sibling, friend would I be if
I did not act like this?

       Ah call me annoy. Call me an overachiever. Whatever
you want to call me just realize that you would do
exactly the same for me! So here is a swift kick in the
air to press the energy into your lungs, your spirit. The
love of not allowing a bug to upset you into a slump.

      Ah take these "gifts" as the barrels of joy overflow
into you. Motivating you to draw the line between you
and Satan. Pull, tug because I am waiting for a joyful
face among the crowds.

    Smile because I have just sent love, endurance,
encouragement and bushels of laughter to draw you into
this day.

    So join me for a moment as the hints of sunlight hugs
me warmly. Did you experience the positive pinches of a
jump start to this grand adventure of a day?

     If you did not, the directions are:
                                  1.) Reread
                                  2.) Pinch yourself hard!
   
      Now that you get me. Laugh heartily because that is
my first warm hug I am dousing you with today.