Did I reach too far inside a hope

       Would never have hoped too hard if I had known
that glimpse of sunshine was too far to reach. Still I did.
Expectations I held yet knew would become just a little
out of reach. However I still placed myself out there
because it was worth trying. So much of the hope, was
a must inside my mind.

       Gaining, now, the simplicity inside the hidden, detailed
puzzle. Still though, just, the idea rages a new kind of
even tempered joy vibrating throughout my spirit. The
attempt to learn from the leap. So soft is the whisper, now,
when the jolts of energy surges.

                Dare I hope for just one more moment?

       Absolutely. One day in front of the other. An outcome
of positive afterglow echoes over the cynic's sneer. Oh how
the spirit and the mind completely shut down any
part that would help this negativity.

       Swinging, tightly squeezing myself, I know I will
be okay, just fine because Jehovah helps build me. No,
no need to worry about me. The steps I take now only
continue to draw me closer to my Father, Jehovah. To me,
that has to be the only care to heed right now.

       My heart needs taming. The emotions need racks
of bottles. The tears just need open air. The mind will
soothe the spirit and the steps I take will be smoother.

      I let family dig deep. I had hoped that is what was
needed to build strengthening bonds. Now I realize
the pounding of currents I only needed to be a strong
being and soon all will find what I am.

       The new path I must once again cross over to
awaits my flat feet. The steps I take move me forward
and do not allow the face to fall backwards.

       Yes lesson learned. Intrigued I was over the loving
kindness but now rapidly it falls. Indeed finding comfort
where I always have: Jehovah.

       Question is to some: was it real or an impressive
performance given?