Hide all else

   Not allowed to feel about
this. Why do I cry for this. Just
idiotic when my head says shut it.
   Just disappear. Make my emotions
quiet. Please, if only, for a moment.
Not to hear my eyes echo sorrow.
  How I want to voice my
open wound, I shove it to the
back of my head. To silence the
screaming.
   Empty the moments. Shed
light rain upon my words. Cranking
up the tightness that well deep to my
heart. Only hope all will dissolve itself
in time. That I won't be a dying
flower eaten away by the sun.
   Craving for only a glimpse,
if I may, of your heart. To be
able to say all is open the way it
should be. Not just me, the book
you leaf through, remembering the
good parts and eliminating all
those bad.
   Keep my head on. Strong I
stand. Give what I may and hide all
else that causes pain.