Anything true in you?

        Trying my best to behave. To
stay quiet for all I see but how else
do I make it through? Prayer. My
savings.

         Only one chance to hold on, owe
up for all that is distant. I cried
deep and hard. So much, my walls
echoed the wails.

         Not once did I hope for such
emotions but just a few days ago
all leaked out of me.

         Are you proud of your works?
Finally got what you wanted. My emotions
unbottled.
           Ugh how moments I shake so much.
I hate you, yet down deep I cannot
really be angry.

         You know that. Every lie you
told I was there. Knowing all that
I knew, all I could see oozing
from you I still was ready to
try to understand.

         Months turned into a year. Now
I look back at sarcasm and laugh.
Was there anything in that was true?

        NO!