A dreamer gone

Bliss I imagine. Trying to cling onto
a memory I wanted to relive every
single day.

  How long the hold over me was.
Longing for just one more. However
now I push back and move forward.

  The crawling out of a goners dream.
The momentary lapse of craziness that
echoes in my mind. Ah to have, to be
near just once more. Taken down a
road where I once felt desperate.
Not interested in welcoming that
emotion nor be empty, lonely for
sake of you.

  Shaking the distant glare out of my
eyes. The trip of memory lane to cease.
This dreamer takes a bite out of reality.

  Talk of opportunity of yet another day,
time of no specific date is crazy. Always a
torture rather not want to recall.

  Tokens for those who ask questions.
For my eyes now open, alert I know
all that was saught, a lie.

  Ripples of cool air create goosebumps
on my flesh to think of those past times,
those empty memories - for what?

  Distances and life carried us this way
and that yet now we create a full, bound
new beginning.

  I can only hope, wait for something new
to be right.

  Still waiting.