What type of person should I be?
What type of person should I be? That is the question that holds weight inside my mind. This search I am leaning into Jehovah for. I want to know what I should focus on. Perhaps it is patience. Perhaps it is forgiveness. Perhaps it is repentance. Perhaps it is tolerance.
I am unknown in the direction to focus on except that of opening my spirit to what Jehovah has to teach me. Yet the other question is how, where do I apply or incorporate these teaching into my life? Still as I exhale, I realize I cannot lean upon my own understanding. Just as Jehovah is telling me. Lean into him for going forward or a bit backwards to reach the goal of what changes me.
And at the times when I am so confused, just rest my eyes and say my internal prayers, my cries to my pillow. Throw all that is pressuring me into Jehovah's hands. Perhaps that is what I need to work on. Strengthening the persistent prayer within me. Talk to Jehovah more and more. Leaning into his words in the Bible to carry me.
Not entirely carry me but expand my mind to the knowledge and wisdom Jehovah gives. Then as I meditate over the research, listen to my spirit in how to adjust myself. This is a new field for me. Overgrown are the weeds inside my garden, my spirit and I must learn how to rebalance my life around Jehovah's guidance.
For this only enhances the exhales and I find myself crawling into bed. Learning that sleep helps me grow. The thoughts that still rumble through my mind and dreams, echo these goals I hope to achieve. I don't know when they will come to focus but right now I am finding the hazy tassels. Finding the first knot will be something that I will able to unwind and find to further the steps to broaden as my life finds new revelations.
So back to the main question - what type of person should I be? How do I achieve this depth inside of me/ How do I become all that Jehovah wants me to be? What is the first step? Hope. Faith. Trust. Is all I can think of asides from prayer, love, patience and learn.
What do you think?
I am unknown in the direction to focus on except that of opening my spirit to what Jehovah has to teach me. Yet the other question is how, where do I apply or incorporate these teaching into my life? Still as I exhale, I realize I cannot lean upon my own understanding. Just as Jehovah is telling me. Lean into him for going forward or a bit backwards to reach the goal of what changes me.
And at the times when I am so confused, just rest my eyes and say my internal prayers, my cries to my pillow. Throw all that is pressuring me into Jehovah's hands. Perhaps that is what I need to work on. Strengthening the persistent prayer within me. Talk to Jehovah more and more. Leaning into his words in the Bible to carry me.
Not entirely carry me but expand my mind to the knowledge and wisdom Jehovah gives. Then as I meditate over the research, listen to my spirit in how to adjust myself. This is a new field for me. Overgrown are the weeds inside my garden, my spirit and I must learn how to rebalance my life around Jehovah's guidance.
For this only enhances the exhales and I find myself crawling into bed. Learning that sleep helps me grow. The thoughts that still rumble through my mind and dreams, echo these goals I hope to achieve. I don't know when they will come to focus but right now I am finding the hazy tassels. Finding the first knot will be something that I will able to unwind and find to further the steps to broaden as my life finds new revelations.
So back to the main question - what type of person should I be? How do I achieve this depth inside of me/ How do I become all that Jehovah wants me to be? What is the first step? Hope. Faith. Trust. Is all I can think of asides from prayer, love, patience and learn.
What do you think?
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