Tiny change
You'd be surprised how much of you can change in a year. Mine has been good. Even in the worst of times, the tiny victories carry me through to the next triumph.
It's remarkable how much I can say thank you to all the people in my life. Even those that twisted my words and turned to people I hope to love at a great distance.
These small, bittered moments truly did make me different. I saw what I don't want to be. I even saw what I needed to change. I even went further and disconnected with so many.
These days I am finding support in the most unusual places and all I can say is Thank you Jehovah. My support system is small, a handful but they are warriors in my defense. And for that I am most grateful for the oddness I had to bend into, to let go of parts of me.
The the life twisting issues in November. Just wow. I called to only say one thing into a voicemail of a person I won't ever speak to again. And only said a few sentences.
Yet those were enough to tell me I am strong enough. And with my findings I became frozen. I worked. I moved but I was scared. Lost even.
And yet all the goals I made were put forward. Major changes and good times to roll into. And when I sat in a cold chair hearing the percentage said, I was even more grateful for the blessings.
Yet that doesn't stop the plans. Doesn't change much either. Just, now, pushing harder more towards achieving the tiny steps and leaping to make new ones.
All in all in less than a year drastic changes occur. For good. I look forward to all steps.
It's remarkable how much I can say thank you to all the people in my life. Even those that twisted my words and turned to people I hope to love at a great distance.
These small, bittered moments truly did make me different. I saw what I don't want to be. I even saw what I needed to change. I even went further and disconnected with so many.
These days I am finding support in the most unusual places and all I can say is Thank you Jehovah. My support system is small, a handful but they are warriors in my defense. And for that I am most grateful for the oddness I had to bend into, to let go of parts of me.
The the life twisting issues in November. Just wow. I called to only say one thing into a voicemail of a person I won't ever speak to again. And only said a few sentences.
Yet those were enough to tell me I am strong enough. And with my findings I became frozen. I worked. I moved but I was scared. Lost even.
And yet all the goals I made were put forward. Major changes and good times to roll into. And when I sat in a cold chair hearing the percentage said, I was even more grateful for the blessings.
Yet that doesn't stop the plans. Doesn't change much either. Just, now, pushing harder more towards achieving the tiny steps and leaping to make new ones.
All in all in less than a year drastic changes occur. For good. I look forward to all steps.
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