Messing with time
Sitting here messing with time and just contemplating over the reels and reels of plans. Yet you must understand that I know each day is special. Even the horrid ones.
I just have a gazillion lists in my head and picking the ones that are important just for tomorrow or the next day are pretty intense. I laugh at that statement because there is such stark truth in it.
And as the day closes down and night draws it's lights tuning into the bright bits of morning, I am still wide awake with adrenaline pumping within my nerves. It is this type of experience that makes me, demands the artsy side to break loose. Yet I know if I start something now no sleep will come.
So sitting here in my wing back chair I mingle words of lists, goals with those of an old faved author. Knowing the words will calm the heart, release the shocks in the nerves and ease the spirit and mind. As all the lights dim I settle for listening to the crackle of the dryer and peace.
Though my only concern is if I get too far into the book will I be able to lay it aside to let dream entertain my memories. A book lover's only concern, I suppose. I smirk.
So now I just let the words mingle and twirl myself into the storyline. Since Mary is already the main character I suppose not so hard. And I smile because one day I will get my bit of earth.
Smile as I do. It helps the health and the spirit.
I just have a gazillion lists in my head and picking the ones that are important just for tomorrow or the next day are pretty intense. I laugh at that statement because there is such stark truth in it.
And as the day closes down and night draws it's lights tuning into the bright bits of morning, I am still wide awake with adrenaline pumping within my nerves. It is this type of experience that makes me, demands the artsy side to break loose. Yet I know if I start something now no sleep will come.
So sitting here in my wing back chair I mingle words of lists, goals with those of an old faved author. Knowing the words will calm the heart, release the shocks in the nerves and ease the spirit and mind. As all the lights dim I settle for listening to the crackle of the dryer and peace.
Though my only concern is if I get too far into the book will I be able to lay it aside to let dream entertain my memories. A book lover's only concern, I suppose. I smirk.
So now I just let the words mingle and twirl myself into the storyline. Since Mary is already the main character I suppose not so hard. And I smile because one day I will get my bit of earth.
Smile as I do. It helps the health and the spirit.
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