Grow
Every once in a while I get confused about people. Here and there I just don't get the idea that if I was here doing my own thing how that could bother someone so much. How that I live my life as I do that me just being in a vicinity could make someone so irrational.
Clearly it isn't me because I have done nothing to this person nor anyone they care about. So why the rage? Only thing that makes them confusing is that I am so underwhelmed and feel sadness and supreme pity for them.
Perhaps that is the most generous thing I can do for them. That is the compassion I give, in the form I can give.
In so many ways I cannot understand the snide remarks or the hatefulness but not all of us see the light even if it were blinding us. Sadly I can see for myself my life only. I care not to be involved in anyone else's.
My path I take is ONLY for me. Others can watch or try to block but I am only walk this road to my next journey.
I have gone through much and have been called a range of names by a few and far. Yet that is only because it's easier to label someone than correct yourself and love them anyway.
And from my experience I have gained much knowledge. I even reclaimed my path to faith. So from here out all looks good.
So as confused as some are about me, nothing has changed in 8 months to make me ever go back. My step, my grit makes me go forward. Even plowing through cancer. Making the first surgery successful.
So bite me if you want but don't expect me to lay low. I am going to continue my changes. You can watch or you can learn but dare you stand in my way, watch out.
I need no pressing from those distorted of their own place. Grow up. Leave me out of your squabbles because I am not your problem, not even the reason. So pick yourself up and be you.
Grow.
Clearly it isn't me because I have done nothing to this person nor anyone they care about. So why the rage? Only thing that makes them confusing is that I am so underwhelmed and feel sadness and supreme pity for them.
Perhaps that is the most generous thing I can do for them. That is the compassion I give, in the form I can give.
In so many ways I cannot understand the snide remarks or the hatefulness but not all of us see the light even if it were blinding us. Sadly I can see for myself my life only. I care not to be involved in anyone else's.
My path I take is ONLY for me. Others can watch or try to block but I am only walk this road to my next journey.
I have gone through much and have been called a range of names by a few and far. Yet that is only because it's easier to label someone than correct yourself and love them anyway.
And from my experience I have gained much knowledge. I even reclaimed my path to faith. So from here out all looks good.
So as confused as some are about me, nothing has changed in 8 months to make me ever go back. My step, my grit makes me go forward. Even plowing through cancer. Making the first surgery successful.
So bite me if you want but don't expect me to lay low. I am going to continue my changes. You can watch or you can learn but dare you stand in my way, watch out.
I need no pressing from those distorted of their own place. Grow up. Leave me out of your squabbles because I am not your problem, not even the reason. So pick yourself up and be you.
Grow.
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