Pieces of reminders
I just dumped a box of literature onto my bed. Seeing the Nepali language pieces brings back the most wonderful adventures ever had and the people I met throughout the United States and abroad. Just a wonderful way to remember Jehovah's words.
And even though now I am disfellowshipped I still look back over the encouragement given by each person. And this pushes me to continue my goals. Whether I ever go back into the foreign field or even pioneer again is up to Jehovah. For now my only goal is maintain my meetings.
Next month I added a new goal. Each month is a new one. Just being how I used to be kind chokes me in a way. How bad I fell. And it was the best lesson of all. Because of my exit outside of the love of the Witnesses I have found what I need the most.
Jehovah.
And with that renewed sense of urgency I still need to remind myself this year isn't the time yet. But I really can't say that because it is a prayer to Jehovah. Whatever he says is what will happen. So I continue to be reliant on him.
And still I read over the pieces of notes and answers and continue to be encouraged.
As for those struggling I understand, I am still there. Yet each day is new and brings me closer to Jehovah. I can only hope the same for you.
And now I am looking over 2 studies in the Watchtower of August 15,2013. One being "Never become Enraged Against Jehovah " and the second "Consider and Encourage one another". What is even better is how I jumped into a third article/study "Consider what kind of person you ought to be". Good start to a personal study.
As I look through my old notes I make new ones. It's good to see things at a different light. That is one of the best things about learning of Jehovah is that you NEVER stop learning.
It is etched in our spirit to want to know more. What is great is that it is good that is so fulfilling that you keep wanting more.
And that brings me to the bible. My favorite pieces are Esther, Ruth, Malachi and Job. But I have scriptures in Isaiah, Hebrews, Matthews, 1 Corinthians and James thst I find myself going to for encouragement and strength. So I invite people to see that the truth of Jehovah's love for us all, worldly, disfellowshipped, lost or actively involved. He is patient. But the key is you must be listening not just with your spirit or mind but with your heart too. That is key to opening a grand relationship.
For me I had that once but I let people, things get in my way and I broke free from loving companionship of Jehovah. And now I am back on the road to rekindling that broken fence.
And I know that takes time. It takes patience, courage and lots of love. So that is my path.
I don't know anyone else's just mine. And that is perfectly imperfectly fine. So smile with me as I make my journey. All sparked by people and places. Notes and watchtower studies. Bliss as I smile and remind myself I am coming home in so many forms, soon.
And even though now I am disfellowshipped I still look back over the encouragement given by each person. And this pushes me to continue my goals. Whether I ever go back into the foreign field or even pioneer again is up to Jehovah. For now my only goal is maintain my meetings.
Next month I added a new goal. Each month is a new one. Just being how I used to be kind chokes me in a way. How bad I fell. And it was the best lesson of all. Because of my exit outside of the love of the Witnesses I have found what I need the most.
Jehovah.
And with that renewed sense of urgency I still need to remind myself this year isn't the time yet. But I really can't say that because it is a prayer to Jehovah. Whatever he says is what will happen. So I continue to be reliant on him.
And still I read over the pieces of notes and answers and continue to be encouraged.
As for those struggling I understand, I am still there. Yet each day is new and brings me closer to Jehovah. I can only hope the same for you.
And now I am looking over 2 studies in the Watchtower of August 15,2013. One being "Never become Enraged Against Jehovah " and the second "Consider and Encourage one another". What is even better is how I jumped into a third article/study "Consider what kind of person you ought to be". Good start to a personal study.
As I look through my old notes I make new ones. It's good to see things at a different light. That is one of the best things about learning of Jehovah is that you NEVER stop learning.
It is etched in our spirit to want to know more. What is great is that it is good that is so fulfilling that you keep wanting more.
And that brings me to the bible. My favorite pieces are Esther, Ruth, Malachi and Job. But I have scriptures in Isaiah, Hebrews, Matthews, 1 Corinthians and James thst I find myself going to for encouragement and strength. So I invite people to see that the truth of Jehovah's love for us all, worldly, disfellowshipped, lost or actively involved. He is patient. But the key is you must be listening not just with your spirit or mind but with your heart too. That is key to opening a grand relationship.
For me I had that once but I let people, things get in my way and I broke free from loving companionship of Jehovah. And now I am back on the road to rekindling that broken fence.
And I know that takes time. It takes patience, courage and lots of love. So that is my path.
I don't know anyone else's just mine. And that is perfectly imperfectly fine. So smile with me as I make my journey. All sparked by people and places. Notes and watchtower studies. Bliss as I smile and remind myself I am coming home in so many forms, soon.
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