How to say.. but adventure

Always this one person that reaches across barriers to break free and through to just say actions beyond anything compared. How to even begin to thank this person is beyond my ability. Yet I still find myself unclear how to get in the right.

It's a sad piece of me but to know how to go without losing my track in the snow. I just really have no idea how to get back to this person. And yet maybe it isn't something I am supposed to do.

Though I will push until I cannot.  That is my trials right now. As much as many stones, boulders are placed before me I find myself leaping for the opportunity to just lean in. To just have one moment to say thank you.

And when I finally feel that it is okay to do so I correct myself. So far away this person seems. Yet even as I grow I still can only do what is best for me.

Though what is that exactly?

Listening. Learning and finally applying what is necessary now to not forgo anything. To learn my place of refuge is here.

Those words given in the watchtower for tomorrow really hit a chord. Jehovah knows I needed to see certain scriptures to understand certain things in my life. Better now understanding and  jumping for the opportunity to be where I belong.

In Jehovah's kingdom. I know it will be months before I can be forward in my motions but I know all will be good because I am determined to be well enough for what I want.

Spiritual food. And what does this person have to do with any of this?  They broke through layers of me to show me that I must keep searching for what I need.  That is Jehovah.

And so my life begins again. On a new adventure. Tomorrow.

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