Gentle wind lets go

      Gathered inside the wind my emotions are. Hoping
that the night holds a strong scent of dark moodiness.
So gentle is the love of my family placed all around
me. Silently I sit in my chair. Observing, soaking in
what seems to be the last moments.

      Ah how so much of the wind I am. The air I
breathe is ever still, ever quiet. The whispers I speak
now tickle the leaves. Seeing them dance before my
eyes, I smile. The soft inhale plays a ragged tune.
Listening as I know what I know.

    One more moment I am thankful to Jehovah, God.
Waking up to be guided by the beauty of the sky
opening into the brightest rays of color. The simplicity
of the day has just begun for millions and I am
just seated here soaking up all that is given to me. I
am the happy receiver.

    Such an easy way of letting go. The breeze pulling
at my eyes, soothing the pale soul to smile. Oh how
much I love the kisses of Jehovah, God upon me. Ever
needed is that one time where quietness is all that is
left. Silence is too loud and the wind is screaming.

    Here I place a giggle inside the open blue.
Emptying the negativity out and uplifting the spirit
with all that Jehovah has placed before me. Ah such
grandeur amazes me. Speechless as time presses
hard against me.

    Yes here I am. Standing emotion free and believing
in the greatness of our Creator, Father: Jehovah,God.
Oh the spectacular views of life before me. The
vibrance all enters me.

     Now all I need to do is break out of the comforts
of quilts and pull paleness into that forward motion
of placing goals, hopes and dreams inside reality,
thoughts. Pushing the feet to the carpeted blue floors,
I dance with the music Jehovah has blaring, bursting
inside my joyful spirit.

   The love of Jehovah surrounds me. The cooling
of the early morning breeze gives way to the widest
grin as I free wild, coppery curls from their
confinements of pins. Ah ha a giggle once more
escapes and the rain fall echoes throughout the
freckled paleness. Hmm the soothing aroma of vanilla
and the energizing draws of mandarin oranges perk
the senses to urgent alertness. Hmm so happy
is the entire soul, deep within to the spirit.

   One day closer to beginning of a new chapter in
my life. So thankful I have Jehovah and am continuing
on my journey with all his teachings.

   Softly the cottons of blues, greens and khaki
are hinted. Slate blue eyes shine radiant as ever.

   So grateful, dear friend, that the support and love
of our friendship was there to help push, remind me
to seek Jehovah every step of this trial. I kindly drag
my orangutan arms around you in a hug.

   So kindly laugh with me at that story. Distances and
air push to you my thoughts of your kindness, your
love and your prayers.

   So dear friend are you, too, looking forward to the
new adventures within my life?

(First two stanzas, paragraphs are of the last thoughts,
moments my father experienced)