Change of plans

         Leading the fray into the kitchen. Holding,
clinging to my chocolate long enough to feel it
warming in my hands. Eww. Into the freezer it goes.

         Ah yes a test of patience. Indeed a strategy I
must learn. Pfft. But. But. Oh find something else
that can maintain the craving.

         Hmm. Perhaps paprika popcorn, rooibos
tea and salad. Yes perhaps that will take the "edge"
off the cravings.

         Or maybe not. Shrugging my shoulders. Who
knows but Jehovah. So leaving it all up to him.

          Now here I sit ready for a movie. Hmm
bollywood or comedy romance? What shall I go for?
Ah yes one of my favorites. Just skipping over the
blah parts.

         Hehe. Silly me. So much fun doing this. Hehe
soon my mind will be over the sadness of melting
chocolate wafers encased in peanut butter.

        Humming to myself as the beginning of
the movie starts. Quirky grin stays upon my lips.
Pulling the corners of my eyes into the smile. Ah
startling blues change into slate gray.

        Oh how happy I am. A tiny hope asks for
something yet I push back. Tomorrow will bring more
surprises, right? Maybe even clear up an answer.

        Alas first I must go to sleep for the day to
pass. Yet first finish the movie. Giggling. Hmm. Indeed
I will enjoy this time.

        So friend if you are awake laugh aloud just
because you are unique, quirky and are loving the
moment. If you are sleeping or heading to bed
dream of laughter with friends and family.

        Perhaps in the morning answers to questions,
prayers you have will be known.

        Hmm. Here I sit with yet another smirk.
Ornery my family would say. Yup, that would be me.