One last tiptoe

      Silently I tiptoe outside just for one more look
of the wonderful sky. Holding onto my hopes,
my dreams. Oh how the giddiness slides down my
throat into my nerves.

      Sending my mind into a whirlwind of falling
stars. The sounds of a thousand rings splattering
against cold tile floors. Hmm. So much joy is
seated inside my laughter. Contained to the smallest
parts of glittering eyes.

    Softest of blues sound off their radiance to the
mirrored image. The widest of smiles sits across my
face. The glory well set beams throughout my
spirit. Ah how simple all the moments seem. Stepping
into the beauty of the evening sky. Giving thanks
to Jehovah for the nourishments received in
multitudes.

    Oh still feel the warmth of love all around. Hmm
to wonder if later this week will be the same is to
lose hope and faith in my trust of Jehovah. So I will
continue to hope.

   La. I dance around the room to techno music.
Too bad I never learned how to do the robotic dances.
Perhaps a good thing. Smirking.

  Hmm. Still one more look outdoors. One more
inhale of crisp air. Silliness echoes throughout the
paleness. Still so much cannot wipe the happiness
from my spirit, from my mind, from my eyes.

  Oh such a peaceful moment. Quiet for a few minutes.
Time to just breathe. Soothing a sharp intake all
the way from throat to lungs.

   A tiny giggle erupts from my rosy lips. Watch as
the copper curls bounce. Yes breathtakingly unique,
just as Jehovah wanted. Hmm.

   So my dear friend did you say hi to all those who you
love? Did you hold them in your mind and hope
for them, pray for them?

  Here I sit hoping, dreaming of that odd realization
of a moment passed yet still reoccurred. Ever have
one of those seconds? I smile. Perhaps.

   Still an inkling tickles and I press back. A hope,
a prayer to strengthen. A kiss for you across the
opened night air. Pulling a dream upon my memories.

  Yes I hope. Yes I pray. Yes I am just being me.

   So laugh with me for that moment of shock
overcomes and I find myself dancing around the room
in more joy.

   Hmm. Join me yes?