My moment of just

     Standing in a room of steam. Not yet ready to
wipe off mirrors. Saying my prayer for today at every
second I feel the weakness building inside me. Oh
Jehovah give me the strength to just move.

      The releasing of sighs pent up inside has me
quivering with calm, with such grand love that all
sits deep inside my spirit.

      Such wonder Jehovah is when he sees you down.
Pulling, cheering and motivating you where you
didn't know you could be. So touching is the mercy
Jehovah gives and the loving kindness of patience
in our choices.

     So radiant I begin to feel once more. Colors of
deep sapphire blue come shining through a steamed
haze. Groggy looking yet crisp.

   So silent are the moments before a soaring spirit.
The heart pounding, pulsing rapidly while the
paled soul is motionless. Just breathing. Holding onto
Jehovah's love and strength.

   Softly the kiss into the air hits the destination. The
light laughter echoes throughout the room. Gently
I hold onto the love given. Hoping I am not the
only one seeking Jehovah's guidance.

   One by one the words written inside the Bible
encourage, uplift and guide.

    Yes one more moment I don't feel alone. Standing
here clutching my place inside Jehovah's house,
seated at his table.

     So many tears fall yet I am strong. The voice
I hear coming from my soul is shaky yet I am vibrant.
Jehovah is near. Holding me.

    Oh how I had hoped no tears would fall today.
Yet here they are falling like flooded rivers. Now to
go to work with a face that matches my cardigan.

     Yes the air will do wonders. Jehovah will release
me from this tension or give me the strength I need
to press onward.

      So now almost prepared for my secular job.
Hoping that a resolution is placed in concrete today
or first thing tomorrow.

     Oh my mind is racing around with thoughts. All
I know is to just get outside and breathe. All else
will fall where it needs to be.

    So dear friend enjoy a stressfree workday. I hope
you have told all that you love how much they mean
to you today. If not then text or call them.

    Ah. Breathing.