Agree to a nod

      Finally exuberant emotions fall, pull over top of
me. How to express without getting caught up in the
excitement. Still so much is stated here. So much left
to be jumping inside a loop.

     Oh how the words just stay motionless. The
joy I feel for the families involved. So much has
changed. So much life has turned around.

      Ah ha the seeds are there. The moments of such
memories held currently. Just the pure simplicity of
a shock. I thought my weekend could the last of the
moments of shocking experiences but still I have
been corrected. Jehovah is truly an amazing Father.
How else can I describe the feelings that are
overpowering me as I think of siblings?

     I cannot imaging the emotions of those involved.
I was just the window shopper. Looking and passing
after the whirlwind. My voice just stalled. I hope
that family can approve of my distance. The wake
of the storm steering clear. Allowing the radiance
of rain to open up a rainbow just for the compliments
of one sibling.

    My, my the tears fall in such an underwritten tale.
So much love that I don't even know what to do with
it but shout at the top of my lungs. Belting out songs
that just scream the grandest of tears and whisper
into the wind the right words.

    Oh my how I wanted to say more than a nod and
a simple handshake. Yet my instincts said to remain
quiet. Jehovah will bring the words when they are
needed. So excited and yet nowhere to place
the energy.

    So my dear friend how, when can I say my words
without being too zealous about the good news? Oh
is there such a way? Hope. There is the sure fire
way to anything. Hope! Love!

    Such strength in Jehovah. The world, the emotions
don't crush me. The lungs gasp for air and the
brilliance of sapphire blues stare into the starry
night.  Oh yes so much has transpired and I am
ever grateful for the love of Jehovah. How much more
I am of him listening to prayers of millions and to
just one.

   Softly I giggle in the whirly ways of a child. Giddy
of the moment of pure happiness. I may not have
shown anyone except for myself. Yet I will say it here.
Such a moment as this to savor as much as a
remembrance of a baptism.

   The smile that still sits upon my face is joined by
a few others. I pray there is no indifference and
voices become more and more prominent. I pray
that mine will be vibrant once more. No longer
shy of anyone.

   Perhaps. One day. Still this is not my day to be
dazzling, it is yours.

    So forgive the baby blues of the watery appearance.
Just know that they are the tears of immense joy
that cannot be voiced. One day I will be able to say
not just nod in agreeance of a "whoop whoop".

    So dearest friend take that moment and be
rejoiceful. Hold onto all that you love. Cling tightly.
Give thanks that words and expressions can finally
be heard.

    Then recall a friend who just said: breathe.