A sigh of thanks

     Eyes roll down and back. Softly the breeze opens
the senses and alerts the lungs. Inhaling and
exhaling the sighs and heavy breaths.

     Ah how wonderful it is not to feel rushed today.
No special appearances to make. Just the allowance
to be the radiant me. The gentle smile slightly creases
my face. Holding onto the hope of joy.

    The completion of duties. The moments of
simplicity that favors the sunshine. Oh how much of
the day just has dropped through time and I feel
amazingly calm.

    The pause of emotions as I laugh inside. Hoping
the cooling vibrations of the wind echoes
throughout my senses. The nerves are settled and
the spirit is soaring with loving kindness.

    One step at a time I reach. Seeking out thanks to
Jehovah for this moment of peace. The grand thought
of quirky me. Ah how overwhelming the passed days
have been yet with Jehovah I have gained my
patience.

   Truly profound in the messages placed near me. To
pick up and discard the hatefulness and placing love,
kindness and understanding. I have overcome many
battles within this torn state of family. Grateful to
Jehovah for showing me the skills I needed to adapt
to the worldly family I still have.

    Every glimpse is hindsight pressed to brand my
memories. Still I find the positive in all the nastiness.
Giving kindness when pressed against barbed wire.
I may feel the pain but Jehovah gives me the
strength and the courage to push onward.

     Ah I must admit my old family, the one I was born
into, has played, stretched and help eliminate the
old me. I am grateful that with this passing I am able
to finally walk away from them completely. No regrets.
No more remorse over missed opportunities
awaiting. Just the clean slate.

    My brand new family, the one Jehovah opened to
me, is still encouraging, teaching and praying for me.
I am so estatic over knowing I am welcomed into
their lives and a new chapter is beginning. No more
lingering "what ifs" play in my mind.

     Just the clean air absorbed. So comforted with
the joy of prospects of smiles, hugs and quirky dances.

     Ah I do so love you all.

    Today I breathe. For the joy of realizing no longer
can anyone hold me back. Nothing from my past
can knock me down.

    I smile wide with silent happiness.

    Hold me, dear friend, in your thoughts and your
prayers because you are always in mine.

    Enjoy today as I intend to do so with mine. Laugh
with joy and love endlessly. Hold onto your dreams,
happiness and quirkiness. Do something spontaneous
for someone or even yourself.

   Yet never forget to thank Jehovah for your breath
of fresh air, the breeze and a radiant light beaming
upon your soul ans spirit.

    Take care dear friend and I will look forward to
seeing you once more.