Springs forth a new adventure

   Distance the mind takes
to hide or erase feelings. The
angry desires that pull deep
within. A constant battle.

   A hope that I push
through and don't make my
own decisions without a prayer
to Jehovah for help.

        Pray. Pray.

    Shouting a necessary warning throughout
soul. Grab hold and scream, plead
that mind can control urges. Make them
wear down to tiny particles.

   No longer wanting the heated
flesh to feel, to have emotions.
Just have them burst quickly and
burn rapidly to cooling embers.
Hidden deep inside me, pressing
ever so quietly, for a new fresh start
on life.

   Waving a hello to a softer me.
A time to open doors. Experience
all of the natural beauty Jehovah
gives to us. Oh how I know I
need a walk in the renewing
dusk air. A cooling sensation
entering my soul and filling my
lungs with sparkling breaths.

    A grand, clear adventure
springs forth.

    So excited to begin.
       So be happy with me, please.
              Taking new steps with eyes open,
                     heart listening and mind applying.