Soon. Soon.

  A new start. A new book. Flowing of
a grand mind. Thoughts erupt and pour down.
Inked on lines. Curved sentences and
wavy vibrations echo onto paper.

  Tasteful are my concerns. Effortless
I pray for Jehovah's help. Hoping all those who
love me, understand the hesistation to sudden
changes.
 
  Rather have all back for the right reasons
than the wrong. Rather have a clear conscience
than a heavy one. Giving me time to talk
over my worries with my father, Jehovah.

  So for those who care, carry a thought:
Know that yes, eventually, I will allow you
entrance into my life. Still, yet, I am closed
to all save one but he has known me
from the very beginning: my creator Jehovah,God.

  Time heals me. Nature frees me.
Jehovah guides me. Soon. Soon I will agree
with you. You will gain that knowledge of me.
Until then I pray you have patience and
tons of understanding. For know this: I
do love you all deeply. I just need time.

  Eventually all will fall into place.
The joy will be there for us all. So hold tight.
Remember a hug is waiting. The time is
coming closer.

  Soon. Soon. I will let you in once more.