Love moves through fire and danger

Next one I have is where there is a fire and a robbery going on and the person I love dearly, same person, is key hostage.  Everyone keeps telling me to get out and save myself.  Yet what no one understands is that I can't live without this person.

There are key hostages and negotiating going on.but the fire nearby is getting intense. The authorities tell me there is nothing they can do. I think yes there is. I walk straight into the mess and drag the kidnapper out who happens to be a female I am shocked to see. And I fight her. Giving her over to authorities as others surrender. 

Leaving location to safety. This love never gets it that I saved them from turmoil. They thinks it is someone. Until someone says to them did you know Mary wouldn't leave you behind. If it weren't for her you would be lost, gone.

just as they realize deep down all the things I have done unselfishly for them.  Sadly as much as I loved I couldn't say it. I thought they didn't care the same way. A few days later they walk up to me and ask why I didn't stick around to be thanked.  I said if I waited around you would have thought my ego needed stroking and I couldn't afford to know you were going to damage my heart forever.

I love you too much to see you hurt.

Then I woke up this moring in such sighing modes that Memoirs of a Geisha wa's a book I desperately wanted to read. It was the book given to me by my best friend. Needless to say I feel pretty odd about telling my best friend the first dream. The second would have been classified as weird.

Sadly though I NEED to express it in open. I am just worried about the Web either they stepped by choice or by accident. Either way how much I watch and pray they don't get preyed on or eaten, hurt and spit out.

I just have to be classified as the spastic crazy friend. I understand why. And I accept my place in my best friend's life. I am just a bit afraid of losing them. Perhaps I am crazy.