Colliding lighter paths with good news

      Once I felt the worlds I live in collide. I thought
that who I was once was trying to invade who I am
now. The screams of taking back the new me
scarred my mind for a while. Ah how the times of the
past can eat at someone if you let it.

      So grateful, through my journey, friends provided
Scriptures and experiences that helped me realize
that my forward marching was truly where I wanted
to be. My efforts were not in vain. I am so grateful that
Jehovah place certain people in my path to help
pull me towards the right directions.

       So many times I have gotten my spiritual
guiding meetings. So many times I have received some
sort of backward steps by those who cannot
understand my determination to stay seated at
Jehovah's table. Ah yet Jehovah sees and knows why
going back is nastiness and vomit choking my
every clear breath.

      So here I sit still awake giving my thanksgiving
towards Jehovah for this opportunity to continue
to live by his words. Ah such joy that is ringing inside
my ears, down to my spirit. Ah yes it is good news,
right dear friend?

       Still the words that echo deep inside my head
are just that, words. Letters that keep falling and
falling until each last line means something.

        Ah ha yet what does it all mean? A kindness
that is forever seated inside me? Oh I do not know.
I just go with whatever Scriptures Jehovah gives me
after my long heartfelt conversations with him.

       Hmm so soft are the memories that caress the
cooling air. Did I really experience the simply joys
or was that an illusion? Ah but Jehovah has answered
already. The truth did set me free from the restraints.
Just the constant alertness that is shielding my
every move. That I must thank Jehovah for. How else
can I explain the coming about this way. All there
is in an explanation is that Jehovah is the one that
makes all things happen. My choices freely, willingly
toward Jehovah.

        So kindness sits within my spirit right now. Are
you ready to enjoy the evening light as I intend to
do? Will you be laughing at the beauty of the lighted
path you are currently traveling? Ah I do not know.
Still the curiosity I placed there. I fing myself just
a part of joy that opens up here.

        Ready? Set? Go!

       So silly I am for the moment. Holding upon
something that fills the void but was there really a
void?

        Oh no. Just the simple viewings of grand love.

       So here I expect some sort of smile absorbing
inside and shining throughout my spirit.

      Get ready for one more line.

              Just breathe and smile.

              Just