Clear castings

           I find myself blinking back amazement. Seated
upon my usual stair case. Awed by the beauty in a
simple light to darker castings of blue.

          Here in my red cardigan, white Chinese
top and soft denims. Just absorbing the peaceful
quietness. Breathing the clearer air.

          Oh how slow my day has gone. One by one
the sighs roll off my chest. Holding onto the hope of
a brand new day. Opening my mind to all the
Scriptures I can tune into.

          Alas a disturbance of the evening. Two cyclists
and a car drone on by. Softly the mind waits before
proceeding to the next line.

         Carefully observing my surroundings, how can
I not be well seated in joy?

          Today so many questions arose yet I kept
quiet. Only confirming what was already blazing
across my eyesight. Ah a lasting impression placed
upon my memory.

         Still the lighter side of this all, mentions an
overwhelming delight of giggles. How such
containment can stay is beyond comprehension. Still
though it is bottled up.

       Seems as though placing the weight I carry over
to Jehovah. In more times than I count I find prayers
being said of those in congregation than over concerns
in my life.

     Often times I find myself asking Jehovah why I care
so much. Not many answers are found save the one.
Jehovah loves me unconditionally so why shouldn't  I
do the same for others.

      Yes there are moments where love, kindness,
patience, strength and understanding just isn't
enough. Hmm. At those moments in time that is
where smiles and laughter have to make me be
"kindly" reminded of imperfections of others..

      Still there are many I try not to understand. Just
giving them their love, moving on and achieving
all that Jehovah is teaching me.

     Ah the exhale of the fumes. Lightning bugs flash
throughout the darkened navy air. No breeze holds
a tickle. Just the cool breath of me. Hmm.

    Please oh please just keep giving me my strength,
my courage to give my voice a tune. Oh Jehovah keep
pressing my chords so I, too, may share in giving
the nations the good news.

    Hmm. Still I must be patient. One step at a time.
I agree. Goals set. Some ongoing. Who knows what
is to come next.

   So dear friend I truly hope you enjoyed your day.
Whether it was out giving the right words or just being
in the best of company. Either way I am certain
Jehovah is loving his child just as much as he is loving
me.

   So look forward to hearing anything you want to
say.