Chords that vibrate

      Trmebling in a parted stance of chidings. Perhaps
the simplicity of my chords would have been
appreciated had I given way to patience before the
flashes of heavy bouncing.

      Still I cannot take it back. Just must learn and
apply it forward when stumped over such a course
once more.

      Jumpy at first the steps of realization of pure
stupidity. How falling on my face in floods of tears,
was the best thing for me. Ah yes what the world
says "to live and learn". Still I did do that but now
applying the corrections.

     Oh how I allowed myself to be concerned over
what others thought of me. Derailing me from my
already well saught after goals.

     Oh perchance some would ask why I even allowed
all that to even bother me. Still I cannot explain
but that of hoping I wasn't losing anything in the
end. Alas what does it matter? I mean as long as
I cling to Jehovah nothing else should be number
one in my life, right?

     Still. Yet. But. All sat close at hand to make excuses.
Oh how much Satan tried to get to me. Stumping me.
The joy I had from all that came from Jehovah kept
pressing me, lifting me higher.

     Indeed the crying in frustration over not
understanding was very hard to break free of. Even
though once I did I still had to keep pushing with
Jehovah helping. Else the spirit would still be in
the slums even today.

     So much release comes from sleep, sighing and
praying. So much love comes from the most
unexpected places. Ah so surprised in the littlest
of responses.

    So I pray there is more to come. Still I don't need
to be hasty.

     Ah so a grand hello in a squinting distance.
Thank you Jehovah for hearing me once more.