Discoveries pressed
After you make these profound discoveries about yourself the joy of pressing forward is there.
Yet in this tiny moment a night forced into heaving fits you just wonder why. Then you just say it's Satan attempting you to hate Jehovah. Yet in the reality of the situation I cannot hate Jehovah. I have no standings nor reasons to be angry with him. Jehovah has done nothing but lohe me unconditionally. Why else would he send multiple people to drop into my view and remind me of the goodness? Jehovah is patient with me and doesn't do anything to bring up my past. He only pushes me forward.
For that I don't have hate for any part of Jehovah nor my experiences. Though day to day I struggle with what consequences remain from my actions. And I claim them as mine. For I know what I did was wrong.
And with that, those were the reasons I walked away. I had to find what Jehovah significance is in my life. And finding the truth for myself, again.
It's that step that makes life interesting. Because all that I go through is truly a wonder I am even standing. For that I can only see wonder in Jehovah's power.
So yes Satan is knocking me but Jehovah keeps giving me the right people to encourage in the smallest of ways. Each step is mine, that I take with Jehovah's patience of me.
I hope I succeed where he needs me to be.
And in my darkest moments, like now, all I do is close my eyes and think of all the beauty Jehovah brings in a second. And that is the best motivation any person can gain. The best gift for those struggling.
And my mind says, yes my road is full of rocks and hard gravel but I can overcome and walk steady within my search for Jehovah.
And that is how I close the night. With the hope I wake in the morning with energy to help and reach out to learn more of Jehovah.
Good night.
Yet in this tiny moment a night forced into heaving fits you just wonder why. Then you just say it's Satan attempting you to hate Jehovah. Yet in the reality of the situation I cannot hate Jehovah. I have no standings nor reasons to be angry with him. Jehovah has done nothing but lohe me unconditionally. Why else would he send multiple people to drop into my view and remind me of the goodness? Jehovah is patient with me and doesn't do anything to bring up my past. He only pushes me forward.
For that I don't have hate for any part of Jehovah nor my experiences. Though day to day I struggle with what consequences remain from my actions. And I claim them as mine. For I know what I did was wrong.
And with that, those were the reasons I walked away. I had to find what Jehovah significance is in my life. And finding the truth for myself, again.
It's that step that makes life interesting. Because all that I go through is truly a wonder I am even standing. For that I can only see wonder in Jehovah's power.
So yes Satan is knocking me but Jehovah keeps giving me the right people to encourage in the smallest of ways. Each step is mine, that I take with Jehovah's patience of me.
I hope I succeed where he needs me to be.
And in my darkest moments, like now, all I do is close my eyes and think of all the beauty Jehovah brings in a second. And that is the best motivation any person can gain. The best gift for those struggling.
And my mind says, yes my road is full of rocks and hard gravel but I can overcome and walk steady within my search for Jehovah.
And that is how I close the night. With the hope I wake in the morning with energy to help and reach out to learn more of Jehovah.
Good night.
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