Thank you for including me

I must say I love my family. They give me such a wonderful view of things I didn't see before. Such a nice reminder of how sometimes we all get stuck in a rut. Grateful for those who see us stuck and push us so hard to remember we are family.

To that purpose not to inflict harm on us but to help us see that we are moving in the wrong direction. Such a loving way that family, friends do that to us.

For me, I am alone in my love for Jehovah in my blood family but Jehovah gives me local and millions of siblings worldwide to help encourage, motivate me. It is nice when people  notice I am stuck or leaping in a negative direction to show me gently that I am wrong. Just so loving.

I am Jehovah's child. I must remember that I have many people who can help me. I just need to reach out and say something. At most or at very least try to get the feelings inside of me to Jehovah and siblings. Such a grand way Jehovah shows love.

Some days it is truly hard to find myself researching or digging deeper. Its hard but sometimes I needed that slap or that nudge. I know I am a brat in many ways. I understand I learn at different levels than others but in so many cases I am grateful that Jehovah has sent people to show me I needed to be corrected.

Here I was drowning in my overthinking and not seeing that the truth that Jehovah was placing before me. STOP WORRYING!

Alas I have to admit my mind runs over and spills deeply into a river of curiosity. Which happens to be a good thing when its researching about Jehovah's words but NOT when it is being overly concerned over matters I cannot control.

So many lessons Jehovah has to teach this child of his. No wonder he is patient with me. Shows me constantly those who love me, if only I let them get close. So why do I clam up? I really don't know. I can't begin to understand who I am. All I understand is that Jehovah chose me. I have to do what makes him proud.

My family suggested a wonderful read. The question asked  Why might we choose simply to forget an offense?.. What a wonderful question to ponder and research over. Recall the main reason is that Jehovah forgave us and he is the one who gets to do revenge. So why am I tripping over all this wasted thoughts? I asked myself, why, why why?

Then I said quietly. Thank you Jehovah. Thank you for my family who constantly teaches this child how to reach. So thank you my dear family for making me think, making me dig into a good research project. Sometimes just being included in a thought is a remarkable help.

At most times a personal study is good but being in an interaction if even only in a text makes me feel as though I am in a family not just holding Jehovah's hand alone. Seriously I cry in gratitude.

If that makes any sense. The part of being a piece of someone's family. Truly remarkable. Thank you.


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