A loss learned, maybe

Moments like these I don't know what I did wrong or where I overstepped my boundaries but it hurts trying to retrace where I hurt you. I suppose that is what I need to do to learn.

A constant training session for me. Apparently I can't, at the moment,  get through my head the just how simple or naive I am on things. Not sure if I am ignoring it or if the glasses are foggy. I don't know.

Only thing I can pay attention to is the no  voice. The silence that I get. Talk about me being a whiny woman. Yeah well sometimes I don't get what I did and no one tells me so I have to learn to let go. Not to over think anything.

Yet if anyone knows me, that is just what I do. Clearly I am at a loss for understanding.  A well oiled lesson I just keep slipping and falling on. Not really sure if I ever really learn what I am supposed to gain or lose.

Still I suppose I have to be patient and pray that my words didn't effect any sort of misunderstanding.  Alas this is why I am taught patience, obedience.

For some way I will grow.  I just hope I didn't lose more than gain. But that is not something I must be weighed down by. If I lose then I must learn