Memories that are reminders

Obviously somewhere in the day a reminder hit me. Clearly I need a little bit of kindness and love inside of me for certain people. Knowing that, time is what I need.

Somewhere in this wonderworld of four a.m. wake up call I recognize so much of me has changed. Yet to dream about stubbornness on all parts, not just mine, the memories beg to ask what is there that I must work on.

Clearly I can't knock my head on a wall every day but I can learn how to be more loving and forgiving. It's truly a remarkable reminder.

Yet I think about who was in the dream. Clearly no contact ever and to try to explain through their clouded way, is senseless. Just keep loving and praying for them.

Continuing my hopes that they become strong. For even in their weakest, most vulnerable times they can be strong if hoped for.

And this moment at five a.m., I recognize my needs to address. My actions I must take. Obviously I am far from the perfect line. So correction daily is necessary.

Onward I go. Yet I do understand I must address what woke me up. Though being aggressive about it today is NOT necessary.

And as I gradually, completely awaken for the day I take part in saying, hoping that this day is beautifully made. I won't know but my decisions can change things.

Either good or bad I will learn. So in essence the experience is good. I smirk now. Recalling much I have learned.

And now I am motioning for good strong coffee. Anyone else in agreement?

So what do I take away from these memories,? Remember we are all different. All of us have areas we daily challenge ourselves to make better in a good way. Mine is loving those who upset the calm in me. As well as being kind in forgiving all sorts of people.

Now at this five nineteen a.m. I am ready to spring into the day. Yet first coffee and personal reading.

Good morning.