Today
Today.
A long haul after working straight hours every week I finally say ahhh. Grateful of the changes but also of the relaxation.
Finally I get to be on a wonder ride to the Memorial. Had so much concern over it that finally Jehovah found a way for me not to miss it.
All the while my body is so misdirected. Not in the sense of spiritual. By far I think that is the only part holding me together. More in the sense of complete collapsing.
But.. yet I am still grateful to experience the pains and the worries. To be thankful to know one day my life will be with Jehovah's again.
And today..
Well today I found another sign of cancer. I didn't want to weigh it on my mind but it is wavering inside of me.
Yet I am not going to let it draw me down. My mind is over to the readings of Nisan. So that is keeping my mind and tears at bay.
And with that I am sure this long awaited time away from stressing work, will be a blessing in the best or disguise.
And now.
Thirty passed midnight I am just allowing my mind to absorb the book ahead of me. All about redheads.
Truth.. it is a good laugh and that breath of fresh air, inhaled. So I settle inside a flower power sheets and find my curling spot. Finding the cozy part of the night. Covers and laughter until sleep overcomes me.
Tomorrow is another day. More spiritual food to help me be grateful and into a depth of joy.
So smile. Be grateful even for the harshest of trials, because they will help you persevere and help guide others.
A long haul after working straight hours every week I finally say ahhh. Grateful of the changes but also of the relaxation.
Finally I get to be on a wonder ride to the Memorial. Had so much concern over it that finally Jehovah found a way for me not to miss it.
All the while my body is so misdirected. Not in the sense of spiritual. By far I think that is the only part holding me together. More in the sense of complete collapsing.
But.. yet I am still grateful to experience the pains and the worries. To be thankful to know one day my life will be with Jehovah's again.
And today..
Well today I found another sign of cancer. I didn't want to weigh it on my mind but it is wavering inside of me.
Yet I am not going to let it draw me down. My mind is over to the readings of Nisan. So that is keeping my mind and tears at bay.
And with that I am sure this long awaited time away from stressing work, will be a blessing in the best or disguise.
And now.
Thirty passed midnight I am just allowing my mind to absorb the book ahead of me. All about redheads.
Truth.. it is a good laugh and that breath of fresh air, inhaled. So I settle inside a flower power sheets and find my curling spot. Finding the cozy part of the night. Covers and laughter until sleep overcomes me.
Tomorrow is another day. More spiritual food to help me be grateful and into a depth of joy.
So smile. Be grateful even for the harshest of trials, because they will help you persevere and help guide others.
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