A long exhale
A long exhale is found. So many parts of me have been opened and displayed. Good and bad. It's just the right opportunity to explore how I need to improve.
I like days such as these. I find out my strengths and weaknesses I didn't know I had. Often times when I am reading the bible I find myself wondering if I did see things as Jehovah does where could I change bits of my life? And when I do go through those steps to make the right how can I further those steps?
To be kind of lame is that it's an adventure. Exploration of definition to becoming shaped, molded as I should be.
Today I was reminded of by a stellar sister I once knew, we are all rocks in a pile. Some of us are jagged and others are smooth. On days we can be the other but in this pile together we all become smooth in a unity.
It's rather interesting how such an illustration as that can move a person further. Even more is the watchtower today.
I must say I never thought I would ever get back to really studying deep after each paragraph of reading anything. But today was the first time in 2 years that I studied the watchtower. I didn't get to paragraph 19 but I made it to 16. For me that is such an amazement.
And more and more I am developing this journey deeper than I did before. Each day I move closer to Jehovah.
Sure there are some days I am stubborn and don't want to ask for help. Yet in the end I realize I can do so little on my own. I really do need Jehovah.
In my journey since October of last year, I have been taught many things by Jehovah. Yet I know I am far from finished. I am still that child hoping for approval from parents. In that I still have a ways to go.
Yet each day I am grateful for just the wake up and breathing in the air. I cannot begin to make anyone understand the gratitude. And as I tied tighter the lines to Jehovah I am in joy of the simplest gifts given.
Just one of the greatest pieces of my new life is this. And Jehovah knows all of me.
Simple, perhaps, is the objective but getting there is the joyful adventure. And there is so much more to continue. Each day is one more day I am grateful Jehovah gave to me, to learn.
Sure this is a rumble of words but understand this, I am joyful in the new and no where near anxious about the changes going to happen. This is the positive and my outlook of all steps being taken.
I like days such as these. I find out my strengths and weaknesses I didn't know I had. Often times when I am reading the bible I find myself wondering if I did see things as Jehovah does where could I change bits of my life? And when I do go through those steps to make the right how can I further those steps?
To be kind of lame is that it's an adventure. Exploration of definition to becoming shaped, molded as I should be.
Today I was reminded of by a stellar sister I once knew, we are all rocks in a pile. Some of us are jagged and others are smooth. On days we can be the other but in this pile together we all become smooth in a unity.
It's rather interesting how such an illustration as that can move a person further. Even more is the watchtower today.
I must say I never thought I would ever get back to really studying deep after each paragraph of reading anything. But today was the first time in 2 years that I studied the watchtower. I didn't get to paragraph 19 but I made it to 16. For me that is such an amazement.
And more and more I am developing this journey deeper than I did before. Each day I move closer to Jehovah.
Sure there are some days I am stubborn and don't want to ask for help. Yet in the end I realize I can do so little on my own. I really do need Jehovah.
In my journey since October of last year, I have been taught many things by Jehovah. Yet I know I am far from finished. I am still that child hoping for approval from parents. In that I still have a ways to go.
Yet each day I am grateful for just the wake up and breathing in the air. I cannot begin to make anyone understand the gratitude. And as I tied tighter the lines to Jehovah I am in joy of the simplest gifts given.
Just one of the greatest pieces of my new life is this. And Jehovah knows all of me.
Simple, perhaps, is the objective but getting there is the joyful adventure. And there is so much more to continue. Each day is one more day I am grateful Jehovah gave to me, to learn.
Sure this is a rumble of words but understand this, I am joyful in the new and no where near anxious about the changes going to happen. This is the positive and my outlook of all steps being taken.
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