One by one

Days go by and life just catches me swimming in the grandness of a whirlwind. Finding my steps harder to take than before and yet I make it to the sidelines that I need to be, to get to my destination.

Odd though, to write it down seems so very unimportant. To just experience it, bliss is where I am.

Strange for some that a small jolt can do so much. Just as those who thought they meant little in my life, were not. They excelled in being my priority.

Yet no one really knows that because of how private I am. Seems as though I still need to maintain some distance to those people only for my growth.

Sure in some aspect I seem as though swirling inside of a me, me, me world. And yet I am not.  Far from it.

So much of my life today is involved in seeing people I love come to terms with a gift. A small piece of me spread wide for them to experience.

And I ask for nothing in return.

Yet somewhere there is someone who loves my giving aspect, does not feel ashamed of it either. A rare person indeed.

And as the thoughts and plans fall into place I am understanding many great and difficult pieces of myself. To me those are the areas I need to work on. Even a good thing can cause a stumbling.

So now I am just following the answers to my prayers as they come. One by one.

And even though my day is jumbled together,  perhaps even my thoughts, at least I know clarity after a prayer and reading the bible.

Every step is there. Jehovah is listening and teaching. And I am listening and applying as I must.

See that is probably why the distance of spaces. I don't see the necessity to keep all wondering about me.

So this past weekend I enjoyed many talks and gained so much encouragement despite the recklessness of Satan. I still was grateful for the time I was given.

Each step is newer. So I look forward to each day. One by one. Answers given. And I am grateful.