Light in a gift of friendship

            Through the trees light beckons to shine yet
the shadows want peace. Oh why?

            Reaching high I find a sense of release. A
mighty, free love that holds me close. So much finds
the insecurities and shows me the ways to wipe it
away, or endure.

           So precious is the love. So treasured are the talks
and so decadent are the views given to help release
all that is weighing. Oh Jehovah, my Father, I thank
you for this freshness you have given me. This
pressed, force fed awakening of strength.

            Oh how I continue to find your beauty everywhere.
Not afraid of those dangerous ones just weary of the
harm they may cause. Oh the wonderful expressions
of thoughts that open my mind.

           Such a gracious Father you are to this silly
daughter. Always catching me, gathering me in warm
arms even in discipline. Oh Jehovah how could I not
recognize your love? The truth, the depth of your
qualities?

           So much hurts inside and here you are moving
me. Showing me that I will come out radiant once
more. So many tears fall and I cling tighter upon
your hands. Oh Jehovah, why sometimes do we make
unwise choices? Why with the free will do we go awry
and do what is wrong, unrighteous?

         Oh such a sigh in that you caught my mind. You,
Jehovah, found me wandering and placed the
discipline where it was needed. Jehovah I love, so much,
that about you. The right food at the right time.

         Oh how could I be angry at anyone but myself.
Yet you forgive me so freely and so must I. Now
gathering the strength, the courage, the love and
the kindness you are giving me. Still seeing, rolling over
the errors, over the lessons and I am grateful no
one else got hurt, just me.

         Indeed the lessons stabs but I must pick up and
carry on. Ah a sigh is expressed. Oh pouring out all that
was negative. Reality of the experience. The gratitude
of the halting. So much I am of you, Jehovah.

         Here I sit enjoying the breakthrough of light.
Tipping the leaves, squeezing through the dense trunks.
Echoing the sweetness of your love, oh my Father, Jehovah.

         I close my eyes to feel the warmth across my
pale face. Drying the tears and bringing across rosy
lips, a smile. Ah the right song enters my ears. Someday.
Then Send me a Song. Indeed Jehovah, I smile.

        The day shall be hit with trials but I know even in
my weakest moments you will be with me, lifting and
holding me. Wherever I go I am your daughter, Jehovah.
Oh Jehovah that is such a wonderful feeling. Just to
be someone's daughter, to finally feel what a true
father's love should be even when I disappoint.

         Indeed a tear slips down my freckled cheek but
a joyful, free expression. The love felt so deep inside
my spirit.

          Oh dear friend, I am learning from my error.
A lesson that I am grateful you are still a grand
support to me.  I am so happy Jehovah gave you
to me. So much of me hurts but I am enduring
as I should. I am so grateful Jehovah loves all his
children.

          Oh dearest friend, here I am joyfully lifting
my head into the sunlight feeling the lightest of
kisses upon my forehead. I hope you feel them too.
Those pieces of Jehovah's love.

                           Do you?

         Oh just listen. Breathe. Feel the sharpness
that is Jehovah. Oh be grateful as I am. Hold onto the
hope and I too will be your support. Oh that has to be
enough for now. Would that be acceptable for you?

        Oh dear friend, my beloved sibling lift your
head up. Feel. So much is loved. You will understand.
Smile because I am. Oh I hug you in the wind, in my
dreams. Loving every step now. Oh my friend, dearest
of siblings there is so much I want to say, so much and
I am not holding back. Clarity is there.

        Oh Jehovah thank you so much for the realization.
So giddy is the skip, the laughter. Oh dear friend,
oh how my greatest hopes are found. The sound of
my exhale. Did you hear? So clear now. The sunkissed
copper finds a dance in the slight morning breeze.
Thank you Jehovah.

        So my sibling, dearest of all friends I am ever
grateful to have your love, your support. Such
happiness burst inside me, surpassing all the hurt
and dissolving the pain. I am leaping with the
kindness of a gift from Jehovah ~ our friendship.

          Oh the laughter inside watery blue grays. So
much warmth, so much love overflows. Yes I am
found once more. Seeing the beauty in our
friendship.

           Oh yes I am silly. So silly I am dancing a jig.
Now I pray and keep hoping. I am smirking widely,
my friend. Are you?