Forced unwinding ~ relaxation prayers

         If a forced unwinding could occur I would be
ever so grateful. The pull of pure satisfaction in finding
a clear stance on determination ~ is just fascinating.
Such excitement is explored in the anticipated awakening.
Yet first the day prior must finally come to a close.

       Perhaps when the mind ceases the rattling and
the midnight air howls an echoing calm, the soul will melt
into the softness of cotton sheets. Do you think that
will come to play? Oh a perhaps, then a bit of laughter.

       Indeed I sit here in a rushed tone. Heart pounding,
rate escalating as the mind says too much too fast. No
way is my hand keeping up the pace. Fallen and cannot
catch up. One sentence barely finished and rolling, next,
into the to last word two paragraphs away.

       Indeed a bit of comedy in this scenery? Laugh with
me my dearly beloved sibling. Yes come enjoy the
excitement of raging ideas as they explode like
fireworks throughout my memories, dancing straight
into my dreams.

         Yes my sibling, the carefree, uplifting positive
Mary is back. Hopeful. Cheerful. Quirky. So close is
my determination of attaining yet another goal.
Are you happy with, for me? Oh I pray that you are.

         I want to tell you all about the goal but first
I must launch the test run, checking to see if the success
in the minor ways are there.

         Oh here it is going on three in the morning and I
am finally forcing myself to settle down so that 7 or 7:45
isn't too close, too daunting of less sleep. Such wonder
of all that is silly stupidity just has thrived inside of
me. Ah relaxing now.

        Clearly if conversation was there, we would talk.
Alas I am just merely speaking to myself in hopes
somewhere an idea or comment lays upon your tongue.
Indeed just a hope.

       Sighs and yawns become more and more prominent.
Now I say good night so that the early morning may
strike you and entice you to strike the match. Perhaps.